A Belly Full of has been considerably quiet the past few months – and a lot has changed for me. My career has changed so dramatically in the past few months, it’s taken me some time to adjust to my new working world. I have had so many people asking me how it’s going, how I came to be a freelance journalist and what my journey has been. I am finally taking the time to sit down and reflect on the past six months, on the platform that sprung me to where I am today.
If you follow me on Instagram and Twitter, you’ll know that by day I am a journalist, working primarily at BBC World News TV. Back in June, I was a full time member of staff at the BBC, working under intense pressure in the newsroom. I loved my job but I lost my mojo for finding a story and so in June, I took the wild jump to a completely different sector. I thought it was what I wanted and so I moved to the third sector to work as a Content Producer.
I spent a mere four months there, before I realised my heart was in journalism. During this time, I was excitingly approached by the Metro to produce original content and foodie pieces for them. (See the Metro tab to read my pieces!) I was SO excited – but utterly terrified about taking the plunge into the freelance world, which was really my only option. Imagine leaving a full time journalism role, to only realise you want to go back to it! I’ve always fantasised about being freelance and finding my own opportunities, balancing multiple projects and sniffing out content and stories that I love. But the prospect was terrifying. Financially terrifying, especially when you’re sub 26 and living in London.
As I became increasingly unhappy in my charity job and craving the fast paced nature of the BBC Newsroom, which I loved, I quit – after just four months. People have asked me how you know when to leave a job so soon. I tell them you just know – something deep inside your gut and heart will tell you. I barely made the decision on my own though, I had SO many pep talks from my friends and family – my Mum used the phrase ‘jump off the bridge!’ too many times for me to count (metaphorically speaking, of course…)
I have been so incredibly lucky that BBC News opened its doors to me as a freelancer (despite leaving a full time role only 4 months ago!) and now I plug any gaps they have in the rota. It still means working weekends and anti-social hours, but having some control over how many days I work is amazing for my health. Although having said that, since making the leap to freelance just four weeks ago, I have worked every single day of the week!!
So I’m pretty much working more than I have ever done in my life, but I am so insanely happy to be in a position where I am working in so many different capacities. Don’t get me wrong, this process hasn’t been easy and I am SOOOOOOOOOOO exhausted. But I feel so proud of the decisions I’ve made (does that sound cocky? I hope not!) and really believe everything happens for a reason. I don’t regret leaving a full time role at the BBC and trying a different sector, because I followed my heart at the time. It turned out not to be right, but that turned out to be one of the biggest life lessons I’ve ever experienced.
I am writing this on a Thursday afternoon, after spending an evening at a beautiful hotel at a press event and spent the morning working by an open fire in the countryside. Is that even real?
So whilst I don’t know what I’m going to be working on into the New Year, I do believe that everything will be okay.
If you’re reading this and wondering how it can be possible to make your dreams a reality and take a gamble, you should know that there is never a good time to take a risk. So don’t let that be your excuse. There are many horrible things in life we don’t have limited control over, like your health, but there are other things you can change if you’re not happy. It’s also okay to make mistakes, and learn from them.
So with that in mind, I’m really excited to add lots more content to A Belly Full Of in the coming weeks and hope you’ll continue to follow me on my journey. I’ve eaten in so many fabulous free-from places recently, made some amazing blogger pals and been to some amazing events.
And I can’t wait to share it all with you.
In the meantime, feel free to have a browse of everything I’ve been working on in my blogging quiet spell here.